You don't need a PHD in psychology to know that Beautuful, Smart, Rich people don't do what you do. You are desperately trying to surpress your pain and hope for others to join your fate. Hopeing that IMOS fails so that you can vindicate your innerself that you were right in selling your shares at $1. If not, then you will face the truth, that you made a mistake not once, but twice.
Thank you for the complement. I would never call myself "so great", but when someone else does, I am obligated to acknowledge the truth.
I don't wish to come here - as you write, I need to come here. It is my burden.
28 “Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”
It is my task to educate you lost souls. I do not want to be here, I am fulfilling my burden and destiny.