Two years is far too long for you to spend in the abject misery and wretchedness you describe.
The reality is that in your current mindset you do not appear to fit in the dynamic modern culture JLL has created. It being close to the new year you might contemplate three resolutions to rescue you from your pitiful condition:
1) This year I will be accountable for my own future and cease blaming JLL for my faults.
2) This year I will cease wasting time posting criticisms of my employer and instead unceasingly employ my time to further my career at the powerhouse which is the new JLL.
3) This year I will seek to become a role model JLL employee, conscientiously devoting my energy and talent to the furtherance of JLL's business strategy.