Seeing your imperfections from a distance is a true way to understand who you de facto are. One learns manners from those who have none. You've bared enough of your personality to alert everyone of the dog you are.
Some people cannot grasp the importance of free expression. You should be shipped to some backward country that has the same philosophy as you do.That would certainly be a wake-up call for you. Some people will only understand if someone is holding a mallet above his head. You fit into this category.