Back to your emails, dont assume what you got is anything to crow about. The craft people have been makin more than you for years cause their smart enough to collect overtime and double time....,and they still get the full lump which in turn means more monthly thru investing for them so take your satchel and move on. Your Dismissed!
Your obsession with management is clearly a sign of mental instability. You should seek professional help immediately. Your first line mother might just kick you out of the house by the time you are 51.