To be honest, at first I thought nvstyles was just a short jerk.
Now i think he just a little obsessive but basically rational, and more or less a decent person
Since you have clearly demonstrated to me that you leap to conclusions without basis.
I have concluded that you do not have the mindset of a real trader and are dependent on you data to give you an edge because you don't have the right mental stuff to deal with loss,stress,ambiguity and so on.
Your dualistic thinking will get the better of you. When you are in a winning position sometimes it takes extra time to achieve a realistic goal.
Take a long vacation, meditate relax, cleanse.