I think he may be right. You just cannot stand his success. You seem to be very obsessive about it. You really seem to be the only one who cares. (alias names don't count)
What does that really say about you.
You do seem to be afraid of what he may say or do.
You are your own worse enemy!
How he trades should make little or no difference. (Except to you) How much money he makes should make little or no difference. (Except to you) You have created your own monster, and it is consuming you. You fell into his trap and there is no escape! You don't believe me? That's for others to decide, not you or me. It is just my opinion. You may not like it, but I have the same right to post it as you do. Reread all your messages, they do very much sound like you are trying to convince someone about your version of events. Notso is the highlight of your attacks and most of us can make up our own mind. In the end you are the loser!