I'm guessing from this bout of attention-seeking that cold reality was some way short of that warm Christmas you told us you'd be spending with your loved ones?
When are you going to learn that you can change your ID, but never your IQ? You've spent years here bloviating when you should have been listening - and what you're feeling today is going to pretty much sum up the rest of your life, unless a big pharma puts you out of your misery by acquiring Insmed.
Remember me telling you about a month back that you would never walk away from this board, and had years of pain ahead of you here?
All of us Longs will feel your pain. Watching us succeed where you failed will challenge even your capacity for denial.