So sad. I hope you find peace on your retreat. Lay off the wine, it is the agent of sin unless taken as a sacrement. I will continue to hope and pray that you calm the hatred in your soul. You see the wordly goods to which you pray are of little import. A man of your advanced age should know that. Do not worry about your impending death, your age, weak stream, etc. You are closer to God as the time winds down.
OK Smarty Im heading out to the mountain cabin for a few days. Wine and cheese function - will be at higher elevation than you so my prayers will get there first - you take a break and you can resune when I get back - Ill put in a word for ya
I will continue to pray for you. Remember what Christ said, "Get thee behind me, Satan." As Satan, like you, was obsessed with being right and getting the last word. And he never did, and never shall. Such thoughts stem from fear of another, and that fear invokes hate. Find peace in your heart. Money means nothing, salvation means everything.
I will make more $$ today in one deal than a smart UNC child will in one year, you should pray for self and quit wasting time on this board. I have C rats older than you, and you should know by now you will never win with me