You sound like me. You win some, lose some of course. I mean, I took it in the dumper watching Calpine drop from 57 to 0 after Katrina and the Rosetta Gas debacle. I lost 300K AND thought my shares would be worth a million. I bot CLDX ONLY because my father died of GBM, and I loved the story. Have 1000 at 19 +, wish I bot 5K. Oh wll.