You're addressing so many posts directly at me, it almost seems like you're on the verge of stalking me. I understand the instability, I would be too if I was paralyzed in a long position, unable to sell and admit that a mistake was made. Unable to admit that I don't have the discipline to set a sell-stop. Unable to admit that you probably don't understand the mining business.
Ultimately, it's the inability to take emotion out of the equation and protect the small amount of capital you have left.