I am sorry. I am. I am sorry you didn't receive that quality education, that you weren't held enough as a child and most importantly, THAT YOU ARE STUCK IN THIS DEAD END JOB posting negative comments under 50 odd user names. Good news, it is not too late to change the path you are on and get a better / life. Except for you deflationary, you are doomed!
people do get paid to post negative/positive threads by fund managers and MMs. Check it out, do your own dd. I'm just a small retail buyer and am disgusted by how these folks make a leaving praying on fear.