I hope you are kidding. Money really is not very important. The worlds most happy people all know this.
If you are hoping to get your money back buy some 2015 jan 4 puts for .18. That should be a ten to fifteen bagger.
Suicide messes up your whole family. It is like a nuclear bomb in the family, they never recover. Talk to your family doctor or local emergency room if you are having suicidal thoughts.
Well,it's easy.You may want to call suicide hot line 1st.If that does not work,get some opiates,sedatives basically any medication that suppresses breathing.Morphine,Valium and coke are the drugs of choice for day traders.Take as many as you can get,maybe hard if you lost all your money on this trade,so borrow some,what the hell?You don't have to pay it back.Any how,take the pills and a few shots of good whiskey,relax and BINGO! Your breathing stops.Do not have any one around or they may try to save you.I highly recommend against it,as there is always another trading day,however I may join you.I am going to play a contrian fund and short it.That seems to be the thing to do,even though there are other vehicles that you could use.This way the already messed up financial world,get messed up even more.