Rodney, why do you always feel inept? Why doesn't your family and friends respect you and always seem to snicker behind your back? When will people stop laughing at you as we collectively do so now on this message board? After all all you seek is a sense of self worth that has eluded you your entire life. Why does success always seem to slip beyond your childlike grasp? Ponder these thoughts tonite Rodney as you lay alone sleepless in your bed lamenting over your multiple inadequacies. Think about the many reasons why SHE left you, never to return. Rodney, so much of your life has passed. It may be too late.