The thing that I don't understand about you religious fanatics is that you state emphatically that you are sinning. If you are sinning then quit. I have.
I know you believe after you sin that if you say you are sorrow for your sins God will forgive you. Where is you moral character to lead you on the road to rightesness? Again, if you are sinning quit.
since you have been married and wish to make personality atone perhaps you should read Luke
"To some who were confident of their own righteousness and looked down on everybody else, Jesus told this parable: 'Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. The Pharisee stood up and prayed about himself: "God, I thank you that I am not like other men-robbers, evildoers, adulterers-or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week and give a tenth of all I get." But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, "God, have mercy on me, a sinner. I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God. For everyone who exalts himself will be humbled, and he who humbles himself will be exalted"'" (Luke 18:9-14).
That's your comparison....if I don't shoot myself in the head I can judge that to be bad...
That compares to judging an unread book? There is just some point of logic missing in your statement, something off, like an untuned piano.
"If you think otherwise, you are a lost soul too..."
What happened to the part about NOT JUDGING?
LJudge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:
<Since you are going to continue sinning, then the Golden Gate is definitely locked for you.>
Sorry - since I'm human, I will continue sinning. We feel bad about it but we also know that Jesus bears our sinfulness and all the burden that sinning carries.
That's the beauty of it that you just don't get. God's PERFECT plan is complete in Jesus.
If you think otherwise, you are a lost soul too...