I probably have more invested here than I should but will stay the course. Yesterday was a bad day which again made me rethink how I got here and would I stay. I am here because, in a limited way,I am compelled by the potential of the science. The fact that a man, a former professional athlete who is blessed with a brilliant heritage has been able to gather a team of the worlds best scientific, Pulitzer level scientists is not a set of random events. They are here for a reason, owning is a leap of faith in that promise. It goes on but once one reasons over this set of facts days like yesterday are only just disapointing. So I'll stick, notwithstanding the parasites.