Happy, you ever dig through garbage cans with your classmates watching? Now that is humiliation. But it's ok cause I'm still here and I have a chance to improve. Life is a lesson. Learn from it. No shame in surviving. Not all were born with everything and that is ok. Keep driving for more.
Being a guy without lots of money is not a sin. I could tell you stories. Listen to Nuzal he can help. He too learned the hard way. Look at his success. Hopefully he hasn't been spolied by gourmet goat and camel meals.