I recognize you now yellow. You were the shy one in the back of the class. Desperate not to be noticed. Afraid to be called upon. And then you came upon a message board where you could say all the things you were afraid to even think. i can see you now rubbing your hands in glee as you post these obnoxious messages,. Sad,sad. But you have my sympathy, so continue to unburden yourself, it must have been torture to remain hidden all these years.